Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Trail warriors, a fable

If you never seen the movie Big Fish, I highly recommend it. Below you will find a description and the movie trailer for a preview. It is my favorite movie.

Big Fish is a 2003 American fantasy comedy-drama based on the 1998 novel of the same name by Daniel Wallace. The film was directed by Tim Burton and stars Albert Finney, Ewan McGregor, Billy Crudup, and Jessica Lange. Finney plays Edward Bloom, a former traveling salesman from the Southern United States with a gift for storytelling, now confined to his deathbed. Bloom's estranged son, a journalist played by Crudup, attempts to mend their relationship as his dying father relates tall tales of his eventful life as a young adult, played by Ewan McGregor.

I myself have been telling "crazy" stories to my girls.

I've told the story of being swallowed by a whale. It happened like this, short version. I was running on the beach, when all of a sudden a huge tidal wave came and sucked me into the sea. I was drowning when a huge whale came and swallowed me. I was inside his belly when I met a mermaid who also got swallowed. I said "I am so glad to see you, how are we going to get out of her?" She couldn't come up with any ideas and so I suggested that we lite a fire and hopefully with the smoke and heat the whale will spit us out! We lighted the fire using pieces of wood the whale had swallowed and sure enough, within minutes that whale spit us both out. The mermaid swam us both to shore. Well that whale even waved goodbye.

I've told the story about almost being attacked by an alligator. I was running in Africa, probably a little to close to the water when all of a sudden this huge alligator came up from the water and tried to eat me. I wrestled with it for awhile and when the silly thing finally had enough and gave up, I shook hands with it and was on my way.

But my greatest story that I've told is still ongoing and it is a true story. It is the story of the trail warriors. They are little men, about 3' tall that have built their homes deep in Forest Park. They wear blue jeans, red shirts, cone hats and they old with long, white wispy hair. They love to greet me when I come to the forest and even run and chase with me sticks when they think I look tired. They don't normally hit me with the sticks, but have. They even call to me when I am not up in the forest, I can hear them often.

My good friends have even seen the trail warriors; they too have been chased by them.

If you too happen to see the trail warriors, please say hi for me.






Tuesday, November 16, 2010

4th Official Ultra for 2010

I've made the decision to run one more ultramarathon for 2010. I am turning 36 on December 2nd, so I am going to run 36 miles on December 26th. This will make my fourth ultra this year, 2 50K's, 1 50 miler, 1 36 miler. The course is open for 6 hours and I will have to run a 10 min/mile. I believe I can run 36 in that time frame. Even if I don't and need a little more time to finish, I was told that I won't get kicked out. It is a public park after all.

"Live your life asking for forgiveness, not permission."

Event Details:

OPERATION JACK NORTHWEST RUN



Sam Felsenfeld has been on a mission in 2010, his goal has been to raise money and awareness for autism. His son, Jack, is severely autistic and his goal this year is to run at least one marathon every week for a year (61 total for the year). This mission started on January 1st in Texas and will be completed on December 26th in California. Some of his supporters in the northwest are going to be running on December 26th (the same day Sam finishes his journey) in tribute to his mission. Whether you�re a marathoner or just a casual runner come join us as we celebrate Sam's achievement. We ask that each runner completes at least 6.1 miles, but the course will be open for 6.1 hours.

If you would like more information about Operation Jack and Sam�s journey, please visit his web site. http://www.operationjack.org



Date of Event: Sunday, December 26, 2010

Time of the Event: Starts at 8:00 am and ends at 2:06 pm. Feel free to run as much or a little of the six hours that you like. We will be having a pre-race briefing at 7:45am.

Location of Event: Summerlake Park (11450 SW Winterlake Drive, Tigard, OR 97223). We will be meeting at the covered area for the start/finish area.

Parking: There is a parking lot located on Winterlake Drive just past the covered area. There is also streetside parking.

Distances: The event is open for six hours, but that doesn't mean you have to run six hours. We do ask that you run at least 6.1 miles.

Volunteers: We could use volunteers to help keep track of laps and man the aid station. If you can volunteer or will be bringing a volunteer please e-mail me at 26freak@gmail.com

Entry Fee: $20, all the proceeds will be donated to Operation Jack, and we will also be taking donations for Operation Jack at the event. You can register online here: https://www.signmeup.com/73067.

Race Shirt: If you would like a shirt, you can add a shirt for $5. Shirts will be available for anyone registering before December 15th.

Packet Pickup: Race packets will be available before the event between 7:00 am and 8:00 am.

Course: The course will be a 0.95 mile loop around Summerlake Park. Each loop will start and stop at the covered area. In order to complete 6.1 miles, you will run 6 laps followed by running 0.2 miles to a turn around and back to the start/finish area. A half marathon can be run by completing 13 laps followed by running 0.38 to a turn around and back to the start/finish area. A marathon can be run by completing 27 laps followed by running 0.28 miles to a turn around and back to the start/finish area.

Course Closure: This will not be a closed course. You will need to yield to other runners and walkers.

Personal Gear: We will have plenty of space for you to store your personal gear at the covered area. We will not be responsible for your personal items. That said please keep your valuables in your car.

Weather: Late December will likely be cold and possibly wet. The average high is 45 degrees and the average low is 35 degrees. So be prepared.

Aid Station: We will have a fully stocked aid station at the start/finish area. We will have plenty of water, sports drink, chips, cookies, candy, fruit, etc.

Awards: Each runner will recieve a finishers medal. There will also be a special award for the top male and female runners that run the most miles in the six hours.

Race Results: Results will be compiled based on how many laps you complete. So the person who runs the most laps (or miles) in six hours wins.



If you have any questions or comments please contact the race directors, Steve Walters or Debbie Bosilevac. Steve can be contacted at through e-mail at 26freak@gmail.com.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

The dog



So I am doing something I don't normally do, writing in my blog while still having my morning coffee. This should be interesting. Luckily because of spell checker, everything should be spelled right.

My whole family has a cough and we've had it forever. With Delsym at $9.00 + per bottle, this cough is turning out to be very expensive.

I woke up last night with a coughing fit, took some more Delsym even though it wasn't time yet and grabbed a cough drop and went to bed.

At this point, really that's all that's wrong with me. Well I am really tired.

I want to go up to Wildwood today and run hills.

Last month I took a self defense class and the deputy Shane scared me a little so I've been hesitant to go up to the forest alone. Combined with the fact that it's been 2 weeks since running my 50, I've made the decision to bring my dog. It's been awhile since we've ran together, so it will keep my miles low. No more than 10.

The dog has ran 24 miles with me and he is extremely hyper, I'm sure he will love it. It's always an adventure when you run with your dog. Not sure how good he is at protecting me. He at times will be hesitant to run by someone, he senses something about the scary man, but hello I have to walk by the scary man and grab the dog by the scary man again! He loves to stop and pee on everything. I once counted that in a 10 min period of time, it was 6 times! He doesn't need a leash, but with the "park rules" I will at least bring one. His good qualities? The dog can run 24 miles and he normally stays right behind me.

We'll focus on hills and maybe just have some fun.

I ran 10 yesterday, why push it?

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Autumn Leaves 50 miles, my first. October 30th, 2010



October 30th, 2010, I ran my first 50 miles.
The race was at Champoeg Park in Oregon.

"Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go"

Going into the race, I had a do or die attitude. I wanted to succeed, I had to succeed, I was going to succeed and there was absolutely nothing that was going to come between me and my success.

Training:
I have always taken my training extremely seriously. I did not make the decision to run this 50 until after my last 50K, which was on August 21st. So I didn't train for this 50 based on what the schedule that I had in front of me said I should do. I had to alter it. I also knew that I had to get faster. I decided to do the early start, 6AM because I had have started the final loop by 4PM or they would pull me off the course, which meant a DNF. Through training, I did increase my speed by a minute. According to the schedule, I ran the 31 miles 5 weeks too early and I should have ran 26 miles immediately after. What I did do was run 16 immediately after the 31, than increased it. I think it is okay to alter a schedule if it means staying healthy and injury free. I was listening to my body. I knew because I had already trained for the 31, I was trained. I had the mileage in and my heart and mind were totally into it. That being said, I still had two months till race day. So those 2 months leading up to the 50 was just to keep myself fit. I altered the schedule in different ways. I ran 2 marathons on back to back weekends and ran 50 miles in 3 days, I did that twice. For example, on a Sunday, I ran 27 miles, 8 the next, 14 the next. But the 14 was a combination of my 4 mile run that was on my schedule and my 10 mile run. In addition, I am normally a trail runner; love the trail, so I was running more on the road, especially during the higher mileage. So thinking about how I trained for this 50, I wouldn't change a thing. I think I handled things well.
For my next 50, I'll do what the schedule says. I'm certain it will be the Mt. Hood 50, so I'll train on hills and add the 50 in 3 days, etc.

The course:
The course was simple. It was a 10K loop at Champoeg Park in Oregon. It was mostly on a bike path, about 1.5 miles on a trail. For everyone running the 50 miles, we ran 8 times around. Going into the race, I was fine with it. I liked the routine, knew what to expect. The first aid station was a 1.5 away, you ran another 1.5 miles, turned around and back to that aid station, than it was 1.5 to the start/finish again. Simple.

Prior to the race:
The night of the race, I slept about 2 hours. I took my sleeping pill, but still tossed and turned all night. With not getting enough sleep and having to get up at 3:45, I was tired and was worried it would affect my race. My husband dropped me off at 5:15 and I had my first energy drink, which helped. I was a little cold standing outside in the dark, nervous. Immediately people that recognized me came over to say hi. I even sat in a gal named Lynn's car and she put a sleeping bag over my legs.

The start:
When the race started, a group of us were huddled together in the dark. You couldn't see anything on the trail. Running in the dark was something I did not train for and wasn't going to. My very good friend Mike, whom I've known for many years, ran with me for awhile and we talked and it was comforting. Then someone else came up to talk to me. I soon calmed down and was enjoying talking to people in the dark.
We all got a little confused on which way to go in the field, but quickly figured out.
Soon enough we finished our first loop and the sun was coming up. I still had my head lamp on for part of the way during loop 2. I was even beginning to see where I was running and felt more confident, but lost a lot of the companionship, which was okay. I didn't put my Ipod on until I was on the 4th loop.

Food/fuel:
At about the 3rd or 4th loop, I was feeling really sleepy and chugged my 2nd energy drink. The last one I drank was at about 12PM and I had actually just added it to my water bottle. The aid stations were great and the volunteers were awesome. A lot of the volunteers stayed out there all day and they were very attentive. My system was to grab a salt tab at the first aid station plus a few potatoes and at the 2nd aid station, I would fill up my water bottle with water and grab some candy. Occasionally I would also drink from a cup. I would then re-fill my water bottle when I came back to the same aid station and then head to the honey bucket.

Pain tolerance:
Every loop got a little more painful. I remember thinking at mile 25, "ouch this hurts". At mile 35, when I was at the point of being further than I have ever been, thought "oh crap" I still have 15 miles more to go. I remember feeling dizzy on my 6th loop and thinking the sidewalk was moving, but luckily that didn't last long. The pain started to get more intense on the 6th loop. I thought it was bad at mile 26, well that pain just kept getting worse and this is where I started to really begin walking. But at this point, it was for about a minute and it was fast. I was told going into the race I should run for 20, walk for 5 minutes. Another person told me to run for 9, walk for 1. Well I didn't do either. I never wanted to stop running with the group when it was dark and I was too afraid I would be too slow and DNF. Pain wise, the last loop was the worst! To cope during the last loop, I ran for 8 minutes, walked for 2, walked up the small hill to the turn around. 2 men were in front of me, I would see them walk and I walked too. My Ipod was a big help, being able to focus on the music. Sometimes I would say to myself "run to the end of the song." What also helped was looking up. During training, I would look up and not look down, I was forced to look at the cars on my route. It made me feel more confident and actually made me faster. During the race, it had the same effect.

"I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done "


Family/friend support:
It was at about mile 36 when I saw some of my family members. I saw my brother, sister in law and kids on my 6th loop. I saw my parents on the 7th loop. On my last loop, my mom ran with me to the aid station. She said I was fast when I was at my slowest. I saw my husband and girls on the 7th loop.
Seeing the other runners that I knew pass by me was helpful, I tried to look up, smile and say hi. After awhile, even that was too much and I could tell by a lot of others faces, it was a big effort for them as well.
At mile 40, I jumped over a Salamander. The story with this is that I always have to jump over something at some crazy mileage. It is usually a snake and before this 50, it was at around mile 30. But this time it was mile 40. So not cool.
I remember on my last loop these two little girls first asked me if I was going to run till midnight and then they asked me if I wanted their umbrella.

The finish:
When I was finally at about mile 46-47 is when I didn't take anymore walk breaks, guess I got a 2nd wind.
Finishing the race, I sprinted the last 1/2 mile getting up to a 9 min pace, coming in just slightly under my goal time of 10 hours at 9:55:44. The race started with 99 participants for the 50 miler, it ended with 43, I came in at #34. Out of these 43, there were only 9 women and I was one of them, placing 6th for gender.


Last words:
You know there are a lot of people that have admitted to me that they don't know what an ultramarathon is, so therefore they have no idea the kind of strength that comes from running such a distance. Not just physical strength, but mental. Running 50 miles was the hardest thing that I have ever done. At one point, my whole body was screaming at me in complete agony, but because I had the absolute determination to succeed, I kept going, one step at a time.

“What does not kill me makes me stronger.”

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

To Give Anything Less than Your Best is to Sacrifice the Gift


‎ “Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, an hour, a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.”



It is 3 days till my first 50.

Even though the butterflies inside my stomach are becoming overwhelming, I decided to be "normal" today.

I did not sleep well last night at all. I thought that maybe God thought I was mocking him when last night, I told my husband that when the prayer lady at church prayed for me on Saturday and prayed that I would sleep very peacefully this week, maybe he thought I was being sarcastic. Oh wait, it's God, he knows my heart. I was even in bed at 9:30 and thought "oh sweet, I don't have to wake till 7, that's 9.5 hours of sleep!" Uh huh!!!

I very sleepily had my coffee this morning, got my girls ready for school, kind of kicking them out of the house as they were fighting over a yo-yo. "But mom, she said I could bring it to school!" "Uh no toys at school! Now beat it!!"

I ate oatmeal and raisins and an egg for breakfast. I know I am getting ready for a big race when I eat oatmeal for breakfast. I know it is good for me and breakfast is the most important meal of the day, but I hate breakfast. I would much rather have last night’s leftover dinner.

I only had to run 2 miles today for my "taper" run. As I was coming home, I stepped on a small, hidden pine cone and slightly twisted my ankle, not falling. I was fine, but emotions were pretty mad at the potential for actually hurting myself. After all this training...a pine cone on a 2 mile run, my last run before my first 50 is what prevents me from running this thing? I don't think so.

Last night, my daughter dropped all the eggs off the refrigerators shelf and we had 4 eggs left. Also coffee is getting low, as well as the ground hamburger and cheese. So that was enough of an inspiration to get my lazy butt over to Costco.

Even if I did not sleep well last night, I do feel better than I did yesterday. Yesterday, I thought my kids were trying to give me their colds. Not a good time for me to get a cold. I've been fueling my body with vitamins and herbs.

We have been having trouble with our kids and lying. They are testing us and trying to find out what they can get away with. Once again, my older daughter didn't bring home all her necessary homework. "But mom, I have to do those 3 math lessons at school." She says. “Right.” I decided to leave her at home so that I could go have a private chat with her teacher. The teacher was in a hour long meeting. I did get to go through my daughter's desk and grab 4 math lessons. I don't feel sorry for her as she was boo hoo hooing at home. She let the work pile up. I took away her Ninento DS and her IPOD until further notice.

Ah life goes on. I do wish I could sleep more.

You know as I was driving to Costco today, I was thinking about the race and how it just kind of sits out there in the distance staring at me. The big day slowly gets closer and closer and for once, I felt truly excited. I can't wait. The race director keeps mentioning all the food he has bought or is buying. I mean we are talking $500 worth of Subway sandwiches and $80 worth of candy corn! Sweet.

Wouldn't it be nice if running 50 miles just didn't hurt at all?

I was told of this story yesterday. An Olympic marathoner, John S. Akhwari (1968 Mexico) the final competitor, was injured and very late. He staggered and limped across the finish line -to enormous cheers...! When asked why he did not quit,... he replied, ’My country did not send me 5000 miles to start... the race. They sent me 5000 miles to finish the race." This is awesome!

Well I suppose to my own little world. I could say, "My husband didn't wake up at 4AM and my family didn't drive all the way to the race event to watch me start, they came out to watch me finish the race!"

So even if I am still running or jogging or even if I have to crawl or limp, one way or another, I'm making it across that finish line!!!

"I don't stop when I'm tired, I stop when I'm done "

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

Reading in the afternoon sunshine


The girls sitting outside in the front yard like I do when I read. I love how the cat has decided to join. Funny thing is that the sprinklers came on just minutes after I took this.